#KeepTapping: This morning I awoke gripped in worry and fear surrounding a financial issue for me. This is nothing new but all this year I have been working to avoid worry and fear. As I listen to Jessica and other brain experts, I am learning that negative emotions block me from actually finding the solution that I need. This would be the perfect day for me to skip tapping (who was talking about self-sabotage, yesterday...yeah, this would be typical for me in the past...worried so I can't tap because I am too busy being worried...lol..so glad I can laugh today. ANYHOO, I said my prayers and then forced myself out of the bed and turned on the morning clearing and affirmation tapping meditation. After getting my tapping on, I decided to not worry and to actually see the blessing in the situation. I also made the decision to mention my situation to my husband, who I struggle to talk finances with. He pulled out the cash I needed just like that and I was like WOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Giving thanks for my spiritual guides, tapping and even ME for making the choice to approach my fear and worry in a whole new way! This gives me encouragement to make the same choice when something like this comes up again. #KeepTapping
This morning I awoke and began tapping. As I write this it is over 12 hours later so I hope to remember what exactly happened but I just know that I had a major breakthrough. I explored my inner fear. Something I have known for a while is just how long I have felt fear in my life. I also explored my feelings of loneliness. I remember lying in bed at night as a girl feeling empty. I felt alone. Somehow as I tapped all of this welled up major emotion. It is an emotion that I know well. It feel painful, like acid and even my heart chakra painfully throbbed. I began to see how so much in my life, such as other people's drama or my issues with them, have been in place in part to keep fear up in my consciousness because I adopted fear as a way to protect myself as a child. I knew that if I stayed fearful, then I would stay aware so if anything sudden happened in my home that had abuse as well as alcoholism I would be ready. This way of being can...
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